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[edo]

Him again :)

[edo]

That's it :)

[remmie83]

cute dog :)


a snow taken during the last weeks :)

[ScottsSexyBaby]

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Originally posted by rem-fan.com
Hey Rachel, sorry to hear things aren't going well with Scott anymore.. I just hope you feel ok and thing are better for you now.

I miss posting with you Rachel! Do come back some time soon! Have a great birthday tomorrow and have loads of fun :)

THanks Mark, things are going alot better for me now. :) Brandon and I are seeing eachother now and things are going great!  
  Scott on the other hand isn't doing so well. Besides the fact of me, his dad is also being a real ass hole.  
   Anyway, I also had a really really great birthday/valentines day.  I now feel free to do almost whatever I want.  Also now that I'm not seeing Scott, I've had alot of free time because I'm not worried about having to hang out with him.  With Brandon it's diffrent because he's still in school(BTW I'm an early graduate so I'm not in school anymore, I just work alot) and he's got homework and basketball to do.  


Anyway...I will stop in and post more often.  I do miss you guys.  :)

[ScottsSexyBaby]

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Originally posted by edo
Rachael, you and Scott were together for a very long time, and sometimes things just end. It's better in one way than in another, and you sure need to have someone who will treat you right :) So I think I like Brandon and update us on that, please :)
Actually, Nir and I broke up a few weeks ago too after a year and a half, but I guess it was another one of those things that just happen. One of those things that happens because it should.
Oh, and H-A-P-P-Y birthday tomorrow!!! Yeah! 18 is a great age :) It's almost the end of 18 for me, but I loved every moment :) Make the best of it and all that...

Ohh, you guys are all so sweet. :*

I'm sorry to here that you broke up with Nir.  

You'll like Brandon, he's a hell of a lot sweeter than Scott and he's been really kind/caring to me.  I'll have to show you guys a picture of him, but until then I'll just tell you what he looks like. :)

He's tall(taller than me), blue eyes, brown hair, he's ripped :D :) ;) :p and he's very very sweet and funny.

[edo]

Hey, long time no see, guys.
A lot of things have changed.
It'll be really great to hear what's going on in your lives.
Please, don't be strangers.
And have some ice-cream from time to time, it's good.

[rem-fan.com]

Hey Edo! Long time no see!
Yes, some things have changed for me too.
I'm single again now. Also changed working place this summer, but I'll return to my old work 1st of Sept :)
*licks icecream&smiles*

[edo]

rem-fan.com said:

Hey Edo! Long time no see!
Yes, some things have changed for me too.
I'm single again now. Also changed working place this summer, but I'll return to my old work 1st of Sept :)
*licks icecream&smiles*

So were you with Matina till now or am I really not updated? Both options are possible. Wanna tell more about it or stop talking about it?
I joined the army, cause that's what you do here... I'm at the army for about four and a half months now, and it's going on pretty good. I'm not in any danger, Katja ( ;) ), I'm in the intelligence and I might be home everyday, after a two months training of the job. I met some very nice people, and they are turning to be very good friends of mine.
I also plan to to go the beach tomorrow and to get my hair cut today.
I should have photos of the friends I have/had on the basic training, but I could only post it in another two weeks, cause on Sunday I'm going for two weeks (Obviously).
So... Mark... What would you like to do when you grow old?  :rolleyes:

[edo]

Hi guys (Yeah, I know I'm alone at this thread at the moment, but it's kinda quiet and peaceful and nice this way).
Well, I thought it might be nice to update you all about what's going on with me at the moment, or at least let some things off of my chest:
So Í've been to the army for half a year now, and it's kind of amazing to me cause time wen't really fast, and cause I never thought I will be able to... mmm... survive in that kind of a place.
Anyhow, I'm home at the moment cause there's a Jewish holiday going. Thank God for the Jews who really likes to celebrate (or morn) some really silly stuff.
The thing I wanted to say is... I'm getting sick of my life and of myself. Do you know the feeling?
Non of you people really know me well, and non of you know some really important things about me. Right now, for example, I know that I have to do something big in my life, but I can't see it happening. I'd like to be a writer one day, but latley I've been feeling that a lot of things that I want just could never happen. Maybe it's because I want too much. And maybe I'm feeling this way for the past year (You know, on and off) cause I'm not in love anymore. When you're in love, that's all that matters, and it's all you want to think about.
I want to get out of the army. Not because it's so bad, but because it's so bad to me. I want to start living. I want to see the world. As big and new and exciting as it is. I want to do something else with my life. Something special. Something that will matter, that will count.
These feelings are really killing me lately. Thought maybe you should know.
I'm sure I spelled so many things wrong here. I wish my English was better, and I could speak more clearly of how I feel.
I hope you all understand.
I'm not going to kill myself yet or anything like that, it's just nice to feel like someone is listening to you from time to time. And if they care it's even better.

[Erdbeerli]

Dear Edo,

since I read your post, I can´t get it out of my head. I was very touched, you offer so much from your feelings. I just want to let you know, I am with you and I can understand the feelings you have. Sometimes life seems to be a very rough thing. In these times I remember the words of Michael "I can´t carry the weight of the world..." I totally understand your wish, to free yourself, to see the world, to live live live. Now I am sitting here in Germany, pretty happy and I wonder how can I help you? I just want you to know, that I am with you.

Take care!

Claudia

Sorry for my awkward english, school is such a long time ago...  :o

[remmie83]

edo said:

I'm getting sick of my life and of myself. Do you know the feeling?

pretty well unfortunately ...

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Non of you people really know me well, and non of you know some really important things about me. Right now, for example, I know that I have to do something big in my life, but I can't see it happening.... Maybe it's because I want too much. And maybe I'm feeling this way for the past year (You know, on and off) cause I'm not in love anymore. When you're in love, that's all that matters, and it's all you want to think about.... I want to do something else with my life. Something special. Something that will matter, that will count.
These feelings are really killing me lately. .... I hope you all understand.

yeah, I understand ... maybe because I know these thoughts too well ... :(
I dunno how I can help you (not when I can´t help myself actually). I can´t tell you how to live your life, or how to chance it. That´s up to you ...

I just want you to know that I like you and will be here for you if you want. *hug*

[edo]

Erdbeerli said:

Dear Edo,

since I read your post, I can´t get it out of my head. I was very touched, you offer so much from your feelings. I just want to let you know, I am with you and I can understand the feelings you have. Sometimes life seems to be a very rough thing. In these times I remember the words of Michael "I can´t carry the weight of the world..." I totally understand your wish, to free yourself, to see the world, to live live live. Now I am sitting here in Germany, pretty happy and I wonder how can I help you? I just want you to know, that I am with you.

Take care!

Claudia

Sorry for my awkward english, school is such a long time ago...  :o

First of all, I'm very happy (Or should I say pleased?) to know that my words did something to you. I'm also happy to hear that you're happy, cause I'm not in a state where I wish everybody's unhappiness just because I'm not happy myself. You might be thinking to yourself something like "I'm happy, I'm doing good and while all that is happening, someone else is suffering" - So first of all, it's obviously not your fault :) And I'm quite sure there's nothing you can really do about it, so why worry? But second of all, sometimes it's good to feel the way I do, cause it drives you to do something else, to make a change and to turn things around.
I was really happy to read what you wrote. It's so nice of you, it really touched me. I mean it, it felt so real.
Thank you very much for being with me :)

[edo]

remmie83 said:

pretty well unfortunately ...
yeah, I understand ... maybe because I know these thoughts too well ... :(
I dunno how I can help you (not when I can´t help myself actually). I can´t tell you how to live your life, or how to chance it. That´s up to you ...

I just want you to know that I like you and will be here for you if you want. *hug*

Thank you Katja, you're great!
I would really like to hear what's going on in your life lately.

[stipe for me]

this is my comment and I'll post if I want to

[Erdbeerli]

No comments for a year?  :eek:

Such a looooooong time ago, since I was here.

I will leave my little footsteps here, goodbye!  :)

[remmie83]

.. and another year ... but I still post if I want to :p

[Erdbeerli]

Sad sad little thread
It´s not always on my head
Sometimes I show up here
Always with a little fear
This thread is no longer here
But it´s still alive
Come on together, let´s dance a jive...

Stupid little rhyme. :D

What a pity, nobody´s here.

Bye bye from cologne.